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i will be

was listening to "i will be" by leona lewis. i feel that this is what it means to be a friend. to help someone through tough times and to be there for them when they need you the most. a special poem i wrote for a special friend, who should always know that i'll be there for her for any reason, through good and bad. :heart:

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School, Halloween, Finding love!!!

Tue Oct 27, 2009, 12:04 PM
  • Mood: Delighted
  • Listening to: Clowns(Can You See Me Now) by TATU
  • Reading: all the math i have to do...ughhh!
  • Watching: facebook pages loading at a snail like pace
  • Playing: with the thoughts of my mind...
  • Eating: cookies!!!!
  • Drinking: water
wow, so i just noticed that it's been more then a month since i updated my journal...there's so much going on now...so much has changed...and i've found myself happier then ever before(well usually i'm happy).

after all this time, about 3 months, i feel like what happened in the summer is getting more of something that was the past..something that's not haunting me as much as it did a month ago...it's nice to feel the depression and ppain fade away day by day. i find myself smiling a lot now...and i'm not forcing it!!

school pretty much sucks...the guys are either all like kindergarteners or pervs...not fun...and it's only the second week of school and i already have more homework for these two months then i ever had for a year!! so that takes up a lot of my time, sadly.

halloween's in a couple of days though! i cant wait!!! this year i'm helping with a walk through for one of my friends.He's awesome. i'm planning on taking pictures on friday and saturday and i hope he'd let me up them up here(as well as facebook. his props are amazing and he's doing everyone's make up (including his own) it'll be amazing!!! i'm so excited!!

and, finally, I'M ACTUALLY IN LOVE!!!!!!!!!!! i didnt expect this to happen, i thought that it wouldnt work out for me, but i was proved wrong..and i'm not upset about it. i liked them for a while before i told them and it was worth it to tell them. it's the reason i'm so happy these days and i deal with all the stress of life, cuz being with them makes up for everything and it is worth all the stress...tomorrow, oct. 28, marks one month together...that's amazing! i'm so excited!

wow...i'm surprised u've read this far...u must really like to read about a person being happy...

there's just one piece of bad news, i have writer's block! GAHHH!!! it's so annoying to pick up a pen or pencil and have NOTHING that you can right about...even my papers for school are faltering because of this....it's annoys the crap (excuse my language) outta me..

well, now that i've been procrastinating from doing my homework i better get started on it...

~the-emotional-mess

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  • Interests: dance, poetry, music, hanging out with friends
  • Favourite movie: The Titanic, Transformers(both live action movies)
  • Favourite band or musician: All Time Low
  • Favourite genre of music: pretty much any kind
  • MP3 player of choice: i-Pod
  • Shell of choice: huh?
  • Skin of choice: huh? um..i'd like to stay in my own skin if that's alright.
  • Favourite game: DDR!
  • Favourite cartoon character: Sora(Kingdom Hearts), Jazz(transformers), Sideswipe(transformers), Katrina(Avatar) and many more
  • Personal Quote: i never said that i'm completly nice
  • Tools of the Trade: anything that i can write with!

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:iconherbielover53:
help me...

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"You've got to believe in yourself or no one will believe in you. Imagination is like a bird on a wing flying free for you to use"-Kenneth Androvett

"You cannot deny my logic, it’s so damn logical.”-Prowl, Sparkloves and Bondmates
:iconthe-emotional-mess:
how? i'll help any way i can..just tell me how

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people say guns dont kill people, people kill people. but i dont think that if u stand there and shout "BANG!!!" at someone they're gonna fall down in pain, gushing blood and eventually die.
:iconherbielover53:
get my phone back?

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"You've got to believe in yourself or no one will believe in you. Imagination is like a bird on a wing flying free for you to use"-Kenneth Androvett

"You cannot deny my logic, it’s so damn logical.”-Prowl, Sparkloves and Bondmates
:iconthe-emotional-mess:
um....idk if i can do that

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people say guns dont kill people, people kill people. but i dont think that if u stand there and shout "BANG!!!" at someone they're gonna fall down in pain, gushing blood and eventually die.
:icondragonheart-05:
Thank you for the favs. :glomp:

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"Don't trade your life away for lies."

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:iconthe-emotional-mess:
no problem!!! :hug: how are you? it's been a while since we've talked

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people say guns dont kill people, people kill people. but i dont think that if u stand there and shout "BANG!!!" at someone they're gonna fall down in pain, gushing blood and eventually die.
:icondragonheart-05:
I'm pretty good. ^_^ How are you?

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:iconthe-emotional-mess:
that's good. i'm good too ^_^

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people say guns dont kill people, people kill people. but i dont think that if u stand there and shout "BANG!!!" at someone they're gonna fall down in pain, gushing blood and eventually die.
:icondragonheart-05:
AwEsOmE. :D

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"Don't trade your life away for lies."

Please check out my gallery! [link] There's plenty of diverse work!

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